Once, I was with this friend of mine, a gentleman .Then along came another friend of mine, a lady. Now, by no mean this two person involved in a romantic relationship or sort. Hell, they are so different, in act, things they like and culturally, it would be unbeliaveble for them to do so. They are friends, like me and that lady. This gentleman is obviously taller than me n have good looks, maybe a bit of charm. They start to engage in conversation, nothing special, pretty normal. I tried to get along, to no avail, it seems to be no respond from the both parties, so they continued on. For several times I’m literally talking to a brick wall. I started to realize, hey! this is nothing, it happens to me all the time. Nah, no one wants to talk to me anyway. Then I was wondering..why? Whats wrong in my social skills in groups and with different gender? Am I respectable of something? Did I have a big EGO that everyone hates. I never think too good of myself, and never boast how good I am compared to other. So how do I really look like in the eyes of ladies out there. Ladies drop some comments will ya..

(notice the pattern, similar to the Kubler-Ross model http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stages_of_grief))